Comments | wanton_bliss: Here I am.

wanton_bliss

Here I am.

Feb 11, 2002 19:36

I enjoy how I have mysteriously become the Man in Charge despite being the junior-most engineer. For those keeping track, it's almost eight and I am all about approving bug check-ins and convincing my manager to do what's right rather than taking the easy way out (management loves the "workaround"... this no doubt is one of the reasons why we have ( Read more... )

g. (nigh boyfriend), b. (ex-manager), my love life, a. (friend)

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greywanderer February 11 2002, 17:51:46 UTC

so did you like him or not? want to see him again? you didn't seem to interested in him as more than a friend. my advice, don't force anything if it's not happening.

as for the obsessing over your last goodbye to him, sounds like something I'd do (the obsessing that is). what were you supposed to do? blow him right there by the door? if you just felt like giving him a peck, then that's what you do. not that I'm an expert on dating. the whole thing sounds like more trouble than it's worth. better off just hitting on your friends until they consent to sleep with you. :-)

um, yeah.

All good questions. wanton_bliss February 11 2002, 18:38:32 UTC

Were you looking for answers? I don't know that I have them. Occasionally, my feelings are completely ambiguous.

Do I like him? He's interesting, entertaining, and comfortable.

Do I like him? Not in that sense. Not at this time. Sometimes these things surprise or sneak up on you. I wasn't even interested in J for the first 5 years that I knew him. Then he read me this short story he wrote and it all fell together.

Do I want to see him again? I want a boyfriend. I am making an effort to find him.

What I suppose to blow him there by the door? I don't know... Maybe just grab his ass.

I'm tired of hitting on my friends and perpetually waiting for consent that never comes, by the way. Seeking consent. Sounding desperate. Tick tock.

Re: All good questions. greywanderer February 11 2002, 19:17:03 UTC

I know what you're saying. I'm just thinking that he lives far away. Usually, (and this is a guess since it doesn't happen to me) don't two people fall in love after spending a lot of time together? Blah, ignore me. I'm a pessimist.

Hey... wanton_bliss February 11 2002, 21:07:52 UTC

... Yeah, everyone who is close by seems to be mysteriously heterosexual. If you had a someone in mind, please let me know.

And no, I could never ignore you.

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haden February 11 2002, 18:16:17 UTC

deja vu... (well i had not peck/hug/kiss)