i cant beleive myself. i just really cant. but now, the matter of beleiving does not matter because it cannot change what i have done. maybe this is a blessing in disguise, maybe it will get him to stop. im not sure if he loves me anymore. but if he gets clean, maybe its worth it. maybe ( Read more... )

wow, i havent written in ages. iv been really busy. you know? with the teenage life ( Read more... )

I got my liscence today!! Party!! I'm gonna go pick up Paisley and we are gonna go on a roadtrip to Santa Monica. My dad bought me a fairlane, it's bitchin! It was my dream car and I fucking got it! Me and the boyfriend are going to Paris this summa I can hardly wait. My friend left her bathing suit at Allisons. hahaha.. thats a joke that you dont ( Read more... )

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