here's a repsectful bow to everyone...everyone i never see
here's to you who tried to help me, though i pushed you away
and thank you thank you thank you for everthing
but i think my time in this community is done.
no more livejournal, i am beginning to despise instant messanger.
so i'll see you all...in person. one step at a time

only god could paint the skies so beautifully

"sweeping the floors, open up the doors ( Read more... )

so in a rage of sudden randomness, i have found myself looking to express through all types of art forms. i can't draw, but i'd like to. i can't write, but i will. i'm uncomfortable in my place of seclusion. i need a release. i have, however; found peace. yes...i was wrong. yes...i was right. time to clean up life and get ready to start over

under the spotlight of the here and now ( Read more... )

where do you run when there is nowhere left to go

who is supposed to give comfort when no one is left

who do you talk to when you feel wierd calling the only two people who understand

no one cares anymore...but i can't expect them too

as i sit in the muddied steam of indecision, awaiting the verdict of a biased judge, i weigh my own case.

you know me now...you have read my story ( Read more... )

it's funny to think that reguardless of what i am doing or how far i tried to get away, if you asked me back i would be there in a heartbeat. do i want that? i dunno. there is a positive and a negative to all that i ponder. whatever...can't hold on forever. love is good and happiness is good, but how can you love someone you can't make happy ( Read more... )