I start remembering about 3 weeks early in both October and April. May is your month, as is Thanksgiving and Christmas now. Of my friends Monroes remember her, but not when I do and we never speak of her. Amos's I think may have come to the funeral because of Compassionate friends - and Marty alway remembers the date, like she remembers when her son died. She'll touch base with me sometime soon. Painters came into our lives later. Gordon forgot this year. Gramma mostly doesn't know how to talk about it.
I'm not sure Kimi never had problems with your father. I remember vivedly in 88? when we were fighting over who got custody that he wanted you. Alone. Without her. And I wouldn't let him do it. And we hadn't even started the tough part yet. Wouldn't for a year & half.
I can't decide if what hurts worst is the people who don't know her or the ones who won't talk about it.
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I start remembering about 3 weeks early in both October and April. May is your month, as is Thanksgiving and Christmas now. Of my friends Monroes remember her, but not when I do and we never speak of her. Amos's I think may have come to the funeral because of Compassionate friends - and Marty alway remembers the date, like she remembers when her son died. She'll touch base with me sometime soon. Painters came into our lives later. Gordon forgot this year. Gramma mostly doesn't know how to talk about it.
I'm not sure Kimi never had problems with your father. I remember vivedly in 88? when we were fighting over who got custody that he wanted you. Alone. Without her. And I wouldn't let him do it. And we hadn't even started the tough part yet. Wouldn't for a year & half.
I can't decide if what hurts worst is the people who don't know her or the ones who won't talk about it.
I Love the fact you write her.
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