Empty

Aug 02, 2014 23:47

Sometimes I feel so goddamned empty that if I close my eyes, I wonder if I still exist.

Everything is hard.

I hate it here.

I'm so fucking lonely.

complaining

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ashbet August 3 2014, 14:46:15 UTC
Is there anything you can do to try to get back on your meds, sweetheart? Since you're out of work, you may qualify for some medical programs that you didn't before.

I know there is a lot going on and you have every reason to feel low and depressed right now, but being off your meds isn't helping, and getting back on them might make it easier to deal with day-to-day stuff.

Wish there was more I could do from here, but I care about you and if you want to talk, poke me and I'll send you my number (it's probably the same as the last time I gave it to you, my 240- cell, but just in case.)

And if you want to send me your current address/income, I can try to give you a hand with the research about medical and medication assistance, because I know that can be pretty overwhelming when you're already struggling.

*much much love*

-- A <3

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