o/` "If he's extra large well I'm in charge
I can work this thing on top
If he's XXL well what the hell
Every penny don't fit the slot
The anorexic chicks, the model 6
They don't hold no weight with me
Well 8 or 9, well that's just fine
But I like to hold something I can see o/`
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Perfect 10 performed by The Beautiful South
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for this alone... i love Dee!!
I'm re-inventing myself to be healthy at the size I am, no matter what that size may be.
good for you!! THAT is the best damn attitude to have!!
i've NEVER been tiny. i don't ever want to be tiny. i am six foot with a large frame... tiny would just look sick on me.
yes, i am doing Weight Watchers. yes, it is working for me. but it's not a diet. it's teaching me to eat healthier (or at least it's trying! *G*), to try for a healthier lifestyle.
so, i do understand the weight battle. i've been fighting it most of life as well...
I'm re-inventing myself to be healthy at the size I am, no matter what that size may be.again... THIS ( ... )
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I've always been overweight for the most part, and also tried different diets - and even two summers at weight loss camps - but never succeeded in losing very much or keeping it off for very long, so this resonated with me. I'm glad you've got Dee around to help heal your food issues. *Hugs*
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I got sent to weight loss camps and clinics every year. It sucked because when I didn't lose weight,. they still said I was cheating. One of those camps, they put us all in sweat suits and had us run up and down, around a set of stairs, until we were throwing up from dehydration.
Now I just want to eat well. I still tend to count the calories and restrict them, which I shouldn't be doing at this point since there's so little I can actually eat without getting sick, but we're working at it. Sometimes now I even enjoy my food.
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Did the doctors ever figure out why you were never able to lose weight? Is it just a slow metabolism, or something else? I would imagine that so many years on such a rigid, low-calorie diet wrecked havoc on your system, because the body wants to then hold on to every microgram of fat!
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Since this area of the brain is responsible for all the other organs tied into metabolism and the source of several crucial hormones which regulate weight, my food doesn't get used properly. Even with medical advances they still can't replace enough function to give me a truly working metabolism. The hormones, medications, and supplements only poorly approximate what a metabolism should be doing, enough do that I can keep living.
That means that every ounce of energy gets stored as fat and then badly used if it is used at all. Extreme dieting like that definitely didn't help.
My weight, heavy as I am, is stable now. The goal is to keep it that way and to keep those blood work indicators normal.
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And I am really, really lucky to have a man who takes the time to watch over me. I know the food games are tedious and that at my age I shouldn't have to be watched for playing with my food but...I can't break that habit yet so it helps to have someone there who won't let it happen in the first place.
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