So yeah, I'm home for Christmas. Everything feels like i never left, except like everyone has a girlfriend. So I'm fairly sure I have the worst timing possible with anything. I started talking to a girl and weve hit it off, but I know in the back of my mind that I'm leaving for Virginia in a few days. I suck at long distance relationships, i ( Read more... )

yeah i leave today, and im not even that worried anymore. I really appreciate all my true friends, everyone who said something to me i freakin love you guys, and fuck you other douchebags who claimed to "love" me, or claim to be my good friends, where the fuck were you? Stuck up your own ass probably or some other fucking douchebags ass, and you ( Read more... )

I found myself kind of thinking about serious shit, about the future, about death( and when i say death, i dont mean killing myself you fuckards, I mean when my time comes what will happen). I realized that we are here for what is a blip, a divit, a miniscule time on the world. I mean before I was born there was nothingness, and that was fine ( Read more... )

was at noel's tonight lookin through old pictures, and i Kept seeing pictures of her. its crazy its been like 8 years and i still cant get her out of my head. i guess first loves are like that shits crazy, i still have dreams about her and shit. But everyone is grown up (kinda) and on their own tracks of life. No one could guess that they would ( Read more... )

kind of a 2nd date last night, and i had a really really good time with her.
I feel really gay for saying this but we had our first kiss, it's nice to actually take things slow for once.
the whole thing is making me confused for the future though, I'll be gone in a month :\

soccer game
9-1 us
3 goals for me
then enjoying ;) the night

summers goin by just nice :D
thank you to those who let me hang out or see them before I leave
woooordizzle!

yeah... thats right you heard it, today I officially swore into the NAVY. As of now I won't be leaving until September 18th ( but most likely will get moved up to August ) and I will be enlisted for 5 years as an Aviation Electronic and Computer Technician ( Read more... )

I'm fairly certain I'm insane.
Yesterday night was just one of those lifechanging things, I don't know how to explain it and I'm not sure I would I could.
I see things a lot differently now, and it's scaring me.

Soccer game tommorow, and I'll see if I get the job at the skatepark.
Basically waiting out the summer.

WOMEN ARE FUCKING INSANE!
if you say otherwise, well your probably a crazy bitch

WOOOOO I'M 20