this planet is lame . So are most of the people . why don't we just kill everybody it will solve everything . NO people eqauls no war, no famine , no homelessness and we'll be all dead . All dead!

well i kida sorta figured out how to change some things on this infernal journal. Some how life has become less boring with becky around . Also rick has contributed to such events . we start our trip/hop/dark wave project next week ya ! As for beck she is one of the best things that has ever happened to me. To wake up in her arms every day i feel ( Read more... )

"well i know i am out of control because when i drink nothing ever matters" I used to life by this quote. what does matter ? Are things from the past doomed to happen again ? Is it shitty to live life just waitin to see if i am gonna get fucked up today. Why cant't people let go . Just let other people be . Damn it , i hate this rat race . It kicks ( Read more... )

he always creep me out > i am not sadden by his passing but i cried when jim hensen died

Things could not be better in my ,well i cant wait to get back to work. THe band is doin awsome and i am so excited about our first release by a label and not us doin it. Hopefully there will be lots more rock to come in the future. The new van hunt is going slow but its going. This brings me to beck. a wonderful and creative person that i have ( Read more... )

something feels right about waking up next to some one you love and its snowing out.I didn't believe i would fall for some one again . I have started drinkin again 2 days in a row .YOU gotta love those high lifes . I hope two the wounded is not stuck in the snow see how it has dump feet on the entire east coast from d.c. and up . Well stay warm ( Read more... )

well i sit trapped in my vanless prison and i see the sun shine . more and more i realize i am in a state of hibernation

tonite my brothers and sisters we must dance
stop being slaves to our every day lives
express your self
though poetry music dance movies art writing any thing

i know i said i wouldnt but i am back for the attack and i am gonna write again.
maybe its rthis new found inspiration in my life.

most of you know me so i really dont need to write in my journal any more i cant ever keep it up