let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful

[waiting2findu]

So it still seems impossible for me to get a full solid night's sleep. It never fails that I wake up a few times during the night and sometimes its only for a few minutes and other times its for at least an hour, sometimes more. If things could go back to normal then I would be a happy camper but I don't know if they ever will. I've been having a

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[apathy_is]

I think everyone gets a little self-concious at times. Normally I'm pretty confident about things like my appearance and weight but lately I've felt negatively towards myself for some reason. Maybe it has something to do with the New Year ... everyone's losing weight or talking about getting into shape. I don't know, all I know is I used to be a lot more satisfied with the way I look than I am these days.

[waiting2findu]

Yeah ... I didn't make any resolutions this year either ...

[twnklto17]

i think its weird how the people i think are completely gorgeous feel unattractive. and the people i think are unattractive think their cute. life is silly. i hope u can soon look in the mirror and see what i see in u. which is pure awesomeness gorgeousness and perfectness.

[waiting2findu]

Yeah, it is very weird, but I'm hoping soon I can go back to feeling pretty and loved

You rock my work and thanks for always saying such nice things to me.

I love you

[shaydummy]

wow... heather's comment rocked my face off and it wasn't even towards me. lol...

and yes, i do know everything that's going on ;]

you'll figure out what you need to do...

[waiting2findu]

I know ... I'm pretty much figured things out I think, just need some more time. You probably won't see this today but I'll explain later.