death won't hold you as tight as he will

[waiting2findu]

so since i'm not talking to my dad yet because i'm pissed i just told a little white lie since i'm broke and haven't had my cell in days. i've decided to avoid him for the next two weeks and not talk to him until the canoe trip which sucks because i can't go lay out at his house if i'm not talking to him :/ i really need to work on my tan too. fuck

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[shaydummy]

boo to not being able to lounge by your dad's pool for the time being :/. i totally would love to chill there with you. but you're standing your ground which is exactly what you should do.

i had fun friday night :]. it was cool to finally meet your friend desi cause i've heard so much about her. i hope her friend's brother is okay too... that situation was just totally messed up... i feel bad for him... and i'm still pissed that your wings were wrong! we should just go to b-dubs. their wings are bigger AND they probably won't mess them up. we'll have a good wing night soon...

i'm sorry you never get to sleep good :/ going to see a doctor about it isn't a bad idea... i hope something works out with that soon...

and with steve... the days just keep on flying by. i know you think about him every day, but before you know it, he'll finally be home. so just keep doing what you're doing and he'll do the same. and when he does come home, you 2 can just keep doing what you doing together :]

love<333

[waiting2findu]

of course i should stand my ground. that's bullshit that he's doing this and its not like he ever cared anyway.

james' brother is fine i guess. he ended up with some stitches but nothing to major. she's out $70 though and kinda bummed but oh well. they normally always make my wings wrong so i'm completely over it.

yeah, i'm still thinking that its a waste of time with him but like i keep saying i don't really know for sure. only two more months to go and its already been six :/