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I have not posted in a while....because i am ashamed of myself ( Read more... ) -
This past weekend was a disaster!
I binged.....on candy.....and fast food.
I feel so bad about it. I feel so bad about myself.
I will never get this weight to come off....I can't be a gross cow like this anymore. It hurts to look in the mirror.
I wish i was my right weight!!!!!! -
VERY DEPRESSED...
No good... no good at all.
It doesn't matter what i do. I will always fail. -
Normally i don't like mornings
But today i woke up bouncy and feeling refreshed for some reason! Maybe it's the mani/pedi i gave myself last night ( Read more... ) -
Right now...
I was at my studio for a while today. I worked and didn't think about food once ( Read more... ) -
And here we are.
I skipped breakfast today because i was feeling sick this morning. But by the time lunch rolled around i was feeling a little hungry. I waited it out as long as i could until i was sure it was not just a binge craving. Then i gave in and had something to eat ( Read more... ) -
This AM
I woke up feeling sick today. The up side is that i won't want to eat if my stomach is upset!
I will have a diet coke instead of breakfast...I wish i didn't have to go to work today :/
Current Weight: 157.5 lbs -
OMG!!!!!
i don't want my thighs to touch.....
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How i'm feeling right now...
Today i feel like a big fat horrible pig.
I don't see me when i look in the mirror i see a shadow of who i used to be. I have always struggled with my weight....but not in the way that i have always needed to loose weight. the opposite actually. I have always had an obsession with the perfect weight. A problem. A real problem.
I look at myself and i ( Read more... )