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Apr 19, 2008 04:04

I want to breathe but I can’t breathe and I want to shave my head, make it smooth and clean and ungendered because I am so fucking tired of you seeing me as I am, seeing me as you want me to be. I am not an open door. I am not yours to have and to hold.

I want to shave it off, chop them off. My breasts need to be chopped off, removed forever and ( Read more... )

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opal_pink April 19 2008, 17:12:28 UTC
Hi. Are you okay?

I'm not bothered by the idea of submission, just the idea that you don't think it is okay. Anything safe and sane between consenting adults is okay, so don't hate yourself.

Am I interpreting your poem right?

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wackiejackie383 April 19 2008, 20:50:54 UTC
Hey. I just wrote this in a moment of frustration. I was raped a little while ago and started reading a book about victims recovering their sexual health. The book was making me realize just how tainted my view of sex is because of that fact that a rapist took my virginity ( ... )

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opal_pink April 19 2008, 21:45:35 UTC
Sorry. No you don't know me. I added you after you posted on the travel community with some photos of Bali. I hope you don't mind me reading this. It was public entry.

I think I misinterpreted the meaning of your poem.

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wackiejackie383 April 20 2008, 15:02:31 UTC
No sorries, it is public.

Are you a fellow traveler? Where have you traveled to?

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