This break has been disappointing...and for the most part, lonely. The weather's foul, and I have no discipline. Why the hell is it raining? Is it a reflection of my inner turmoil
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That whole stuck thing, and working towards something vague and not really knowing if you are getting anywhere close: that's me, plain and simple.
I keep wonder when the fight in me will kick in and the motivation will be natural and I'll actually grow into an adult who can actually achieve her silly dreams.
If it's any consolation, I too envy those who have true direction in life, and who seem to know where they're going/what they're going to do. Sometimes it seems like everybody but me has got it figured out. But Tim...when I first met you, I thought you were among the most talented of piano players I had ever heard. Once I got to know you, I liked you because you're a great listener, and even though your jokes are terrible I secretly love them a lot. I sometimes think that I could know you better, but I do know that I genuinely like the Tim that I know :)
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I keep wonder when the fight in me will kick in and the motivation will be natural and I'll actually grow into an adult who can actually achieve her silly dreams.
Oh boy...
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But Tim...when I first met you, I thought you were among the most talented of piano players I had ever heard. Once I got to know you, I liked you because you're a great listener, and even though your jokes are terrible I secretly love them a lot. I sometimes think that I could know you better, but I do know that I genuinely like the Tim that I know :)
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