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i can barely function
i cant hold up my head
i've been a mess inside
since our goodbyes were said

i cant believe you gave up
you just walked away
i'm soaking in the tears i cry
choking on every word i say

i cant forget the things i thought
i was stupid to believe
i'm really just a worthless shit
i should have known you'd leave

there's violence in the air
to which the strength of my breath
does not compare
and i am losing oxygen
at an alarming rate
lips turned blue with rage
and lungs thick with hate
its a struggle for freedom
from angers binding
from the clutches of malice
i feel i'm unwinding

in her face
and her arms
written hard
are the scars
from the words
and the moments
she has suffered

in her mind
and her eyes
you can see
all the lies
that brought her
to her knees
she is tortured

in her head
all the time
never ceasing
or tiring
she hears it tick
counting down
she will die
-Gin

when trust is the enemy
and this is my choice
i'll keep you in sight
but block out your voice

you broke me down
and built up my walls
so i'm sitting by the phone
but ignoring your calls

the sky rains an ocean
to pool at my feet
i take a deep breath
steady heartbeat

soaked to the bone
trembling with cold
standing to wash out
the dirty and old

above me is grey
below me is mud
my soul is refreshed
veins with new blood

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