Guess wHat? livejournal is emo!  i have finally figured this.yes, yes i sound assy saying it, but in our heads we all know its the truth.and thats why you picked  it! its like the more depressing version of xanga. and i mean, come one now kids, look at all the options you have for the MOOD:  blank. only someone emotional could do with alll those ( Read more... )

 it feels good to be me! i have a theory  . All these events going on around us. they're a sign. 135,000+ people have died      in a tsunami. A stronger force is  telling  us somthing. we take innocent lives in Iraq. but we forget, that hate is not the answer, and that   we have no right to take  a  human life.  now i'm not saying to be jew, ( Read more... )

ok. so i am here. back in houston. woopdee doo. yea, the whole time in san diego i was like.. damn i wish i was back in houston, i'm missing out on all the fun. then i came. and it wasn't. [fun]. i miss california. it sounds weird but location makes a HUGE difference in your mood.California, it just feelss......right? yea, it feels right. the ( Read more... )

IM IN SAN DIEGO!! YAY!! im a little dissapointed i had to miss going to the refuge with nicole and ariana and seb, but ya know. what can u do when ur on a plane next to a smelly old lady and a guy who keeps leaning on you? anyway, i saw jamie and allison today. MY GOD!! i missed them, it feels great to see them again, and it was awesome catching ( Read more... )

i went chrismas shoping today. cool cool. my dad bought like 4 suits, and it was annoying because i had to sit there and just tell him everything looked good. but nothing couuld ever look good on him. he's not a good person, and if he ever does look good he doesn't deserve it. i'm eating caramel popcorn right now. i bought a purse at the mall, its ( Read more... )

life is once again, glorious. beautiful. i love it. i'm so pretty it hurts to look. and i love myself. i love everything. i'm in love. not with a person in particular. but i'm in love i know it.

HEY!!!!!!!!! i have a secret!!!!!! acutally not really. but i feel happy, i sorta temporarily moved outa my house, and i live with ariana, cuz i had a mental breakdown, and i couldn't handle living with my dad anymore..i guess, i sort of kicked myself out. BUT I LOOVE IT HERE!!!!!! ooohhh, i'm in heaven ( Read more... )

when will people stop asking me if i've been crying enough for you to touch me?

it never gets better. its all in your head. dont you remember? thats what he said to her. i hate it here. just fuck me. _so dont go worrying about me_ its only all i think about. today i fell against the lockers. you dont ever love me. you caught me bleeding and you slapped my hand told me it doesn't matter. so it doesnt matter. does it ever ( Read more... )

okay. *anxious inhalation*. so this is the update for you live from san diego california. i bought some new clothes, some new makeup and chilled in encinitas. i'm going surfing on thanksgiving and i went to the plaza with kyle, john and cameron. kyle called last night he said we should go out just the 2 of us. a date. my mom is in LOVE with him. ( Read more... )