oh, i can never leave you, lj.  i may be gone for a few months, but i always come back ( Read more... )

I wrote some sad crap, but ended up deleting it.  By writing it all out, I got my thoughts out and understood them.  I don't need to subject you all to working things through with me.  Basically, I am in the midst of a (short-term, six-weekish) lapse in my lexapro.  I am still on a good sized dose of wellbutrin, so I am not completely without.  Nor ( Read more... )

fffffffuckkkkkkkkk
i need a place to live in about five weeks and i've got nothing.
plus, i'm alone, so it's even harder.
i can't afford studios or one bedrooms around here, but i also don't want to live with strangers.
this sucks.

hello, livejournal.  it's been a while.
i want to read back through the last three months of my friends' page, but somehow i can't find the button to go to earlier entries.

becaue im unsure what to write, i'll just say that tonight i'm thinking of a placebo song, 'commercial for levi'

you're the one who's always choking trojan,
you're the one who's ( Read more... )

awesome.  my upper-middle class detroit suburb county -one of the richest in the nation - though perhaps not these days - officially has a big enough heroin problem to lead someone to create a facebook group about it, listing names of the kids who have overdosed and died, among other discussions and such ( Read more... )

stresssss ( Read more... )

i was just getting oddly sentimental about this guy i know. he's a full-blown teacher now - for middle school kids, i think. anyway, i just saw on of his fb updates about how he's got parent-teacher conferences tonight and it got me thinking ( Read more... )

to whom it may concern/anyone in my life ( Read more... )

"why do i say i'm fine when it's obvious i am not ( Read more... )

sometimes, the constant flow of people in my teeny apartment drives me nuts. tonight, though, it's darling. my own cozy little family. snow and extreme cold have been known to have this effect on me ( Read more... )