well, yesterday my life went to shit again. He dumped me for his ex...over the phone. Honestly, that's the most cowardly thing to do to break up with someone. He should have thought about that before he decided to reel me in and my feeling begin to develope. At least I didn't love the bastard yet. *cries* I'm so sick of beign used and thrown away. ( Read more... )

What now?
I have so many thoughts running through my head, but I dont knwo which to concentrate on. I have the ones concerning my feelings, the ones concerning my future, and the ones that are screaming at me to listen to my clock that is ticking away.

I just want it all to shut up and leave me alone. Just let me live as I am now and one by one come ( Read more... )

Well, it's been about a week since Justin and I hooked up. Wonder how long this will last. I hope it's for quite a while. I really do care about him like no other. I have for a very very long time, I just didn't know it back then ( Read more... )

So, last night was my first night in my new apartment. The move went relatively well considering a possible major mishap that was avoided by bad health ( Read more... )

So, last night (evening) I met up in an ex bf of mine from a loooooong time ago. Well, 7 1/2 years isn't that long but it's still long ( Read more... )

So, looks liek I have a date on saturday. Should be interesting since we're going to the zoo and her daughter will be accompanying us. Is that really a date then? Ah well, don't really care. I just can't wait to see her. We are so much alike! I mean from spirituality to likes and dislikes. She's beautiful and funny. She's caring and understanding. ( Read more... )

Yesterday was quite the interesting day. Brandon and I decided to get some lunch. We hit up A&W (yum) and on our way back to my place, he noticed at a stop light, the car in front of us had a purse ont he trunk. Well, me being as nice as I am, got out, ran over to grab the purse, gave the purse back just as the light turned green. Now this girl had ( Read more... )

 Ok, so last night at pool, I officially had a mojito. GROSS!!!!!!!!!!! Never having that mess again. *shudders ( Read more... )

So, yesterday's rant got a response that I never expected. Actually a couple. Brandon was actually shocked and offered me a hug. lol. Sweet of him, but I was fine by the time he read it. I got it out of my system and moved on. I'm sure it helped that he randomly brought me a hella present. ROCK BAND!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! lol. So we ( Read more... )

So, I'm in a foul ass mood and I'm taking out on my poor journal ( Read more... )