I dont want to remember you as the happy walks in the freezing cold on michigan street with the snowflakes caught in your eyeslashes. I dont want to remember you as happy carefree person who loved life and lived it. I dont want to remember you as the the most beautiful giant I had ever layed my eyes on; a smile, a tear, a scarred heart filled with ( Read more... )

Fuck! I broke up with my boyfriend 3 days ago. He just couldn't be nice to me anymore. Its not really that hard to be nice to someone. I realise that he did get an MIP and a Urinating In Puiblic and was stressed, but he was stressed about everything and blamed it on me. I just tried to help. I walked half a mile in the pouring rain with an Upper ( Read more... )

Time is inevidable, you cant escape it. Its all around you, when your at the movies with your family, when your taking a shower, when your sleeping. It what you do with your time that makes it worth while. I try to believe that people have a pourpose, but then o the other hand i believe that some people exist to continue their existance. I mean, ( Read more... )

So the last two weeks have kind of been busy. Two weeks ago thurs I left to go with my family to Iowa to see my other family and spend Christmas with them. Family holidays are always a treat......my sister was sick, my grandpa was pouting because my sister was sick and he couldn't go to the bathroom to pee because she was in the shower, my mom was ( Read more... )

You know its true, you dont know what you have until its gone. Not saying that Matty is gone, just I am used to being with him 24/7, I live with him in his 10by15 dorm room and we get along great despite the circumstances, but since we are on christmas break, we are seperated for 2 weeks. Normally this wouldn't be so bad, but all of my friends come ( Read more... )

70 things about me ( Read more... )

Its been awhile so I thought i would update. So I am still with Matt, which is awesome. He took me to a Hockey game tonight and then to Taco Bell and paid for both which was awesome, even thought its like fricken 10 degrees here. I have never felt so confortable with someone, and its great. I know that i can be myself around him and i enjoy his ( Read more... )

My newest poem, yeah, i'm pretty happy ( Read more... )

Some times its hard to get people out of your head, expecially when they are really special to you. What do you do if they are all you think about? You smile when they cross your mind and laugh at the most inoppertune times because of something funny that has happened between you two. They can make you so unbelievably unhappy at times, but you know ( Read more... )

Well, things have taken a turn for the worst again. My Intergrated Algeba teacher pulled me out into the hall this morning and told me that my best bet is to drop the class. Thats not good because i loose 200 and some odd dollars if i drop it, but it dosent go on my GPA, or if i go ahead and proceed and fail it, it goes on my GPA and i am still out ( Read more... )