I am deleting this journal tomarrow. If you just love hearing my antics and such feel free to add lustic and I will add you back asap.

I have attempted to update this about 6 times today, and failed. Nothing seem like it was really worth the time. Now, I have no choice. I need to vent, and get things off my chest. It amazes me how you can care so much about someone you have never met. It's overwhelming and strange. It makes you mad, happy, and about to burst in to tears all at ( Read more... )

01: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says ( Read more... )

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I have neglected this thing so bad! Sorry :D Anyways my Easter is going really shitty. You see every Easter my whole family + the Rector family all goes to the State Park for Easter. We BBQ and do the whole Easter Egg hunt for kick ass prizes because none of us are little anymore and require the expensive material things. Last year some of the ( Read more... )

I am so sick. I was always that kid who played in a room of sick kids and never got sick. I have never even had any real health problems. I was never allergic to anything and was pretty much a healthy kid. Well, about 2 weeks ago Kim, Nicole, and I all went out to town. I really can't stand Nicole anyways and she had broncitus(sp?) and the stupid ( Read more... )

This is my ex boyfriend he was still a good friend of mine. The newspaper has not updated, but his parents did decide to take him off life support and he died almost an hour after they took him off. He was 20 even though the article says they're not sure. My hands are shaking and I feel on the verge of tears. Not only this but today I got a call ( Read more... )

This morning has been crazy. The bad part is this will be my only break today. So, I am sitting here and smoking trying not to worry that my room is still a mess. You see, I was suppose to move out today. Well, all my shit is over there except a few outfits, but actually get in my car and drive over there throwing my house key out along the road ( Read more... )

My room is a complete disaster. I would take pictures, but I am just too ashamed. Between moving & cleaning it has some how ended up a disaster. It took me 45min to find my purse earlier. Although, I did and it was under a large pile of clothes. Anyways today I was suppose to go get a new car. Although, you can't trade if the car you got is in ( Read more... )

I love how little kids are scared of the doctor. That always amused me with how someone could put on a uniform and become a nightmare. Although, when I was a child I never feared the doctor. In fact I looked forward to the sucker and juice I got. It was not until I got older I started to fear them. Of course, I don't fear a doctor for the same ( Read more... )