vive028

Memento mori

vive028 Jul 24, 2011 20:15

Hello old friends.

There is too much to possibly say for all that has happened to me these past 3 months since I last posted on here.
Most of it has been crap... but there is good too.

For now, I'll just leave you with this:

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I want to see this SO badly

"Do you normally walk alone in cemetaries at night?" "Maybe..."

vive028 May 01, 2011 22:13

So much has happened since I last posted on here.

I finally started my third year of school and the beginning of my clinical rotations.

Right now I am on the food animal block,
and the past seven days have been so jam-packed,
and exciting
and terrifying
that I don't think I could ever properly do it justice.

I feel like I have learned more in this past ( Read more... )

People don't want to be understood-not completely. It's too destructive.Then they have nothing left.

vive028 Mar 27, 2011 23:18

The Stone

There is a core of suffering that the mind
Can never penetrate or even find;
A stone that clogs the stream of my delight,
Hidden beneath the surface out of sight,
Below the flow of words it lies concealed.
It blocks my passage and it will not yield
To hammer blows of will, and still resists
The surgeon's scalpel of analysis.
Too hard for tears ( Read more... )

But they stand around with griefless eye, whilst my regret consumes like fire

vive028 Mar 01, 2011 10:50

I'm so damn tired of putting in all this effort and none of it EVER panning out.

I try SO hard, and yet you would never know it looking at my grades.

I mean, I take my medication,
I study and discuss in groups,
I make sheets and note cards for everything,
I tape record and I come to every class and listen.
What the hell else can I do?

I'm so tired of ( Read more... )

In the garden my soul is sunshine.

vive028 Feb 17, 2011 17:09

I've said this before and I'll say it again:

I am a child of the light.

Really, it's one of the few, if ONLY things that I can do these days to improve my mood.
That is, laying in the sun.

Everything that has happened these past two weeks has put my stomach into knots and made me sick.
So when I came home today, I went and sat down on the steps to my ( Read more... )

If you blink your eyes the sun is shining...

vive028 Feb 09, 2011 09:46

I know this is a drastic change from the demeanor of my last entry, but that was before my family left me alone....and tests and a very intense and long surgery crept up to swallow me ( Read more... )

I'm on a boat! Wheeee!

vive028 Feb 07, 2011 12:54

Ugh I am so behind on the meme thing (procrastination ho!)

This past weekend was my birthday, and It was actually quite wonderful--
full of cake balls, and cupcakes and REAL cake and silliness and fun times! lol.
And my desk is dressed up all crazy right now with streamers and confetti and balloons and shit! whoo!

Haha I just love all you guys.
That's ( Read more... )

Meme: Day 2

vive028 Feb 02, 2011 00:40

9 LOVES:

Instead of doing the obvious (which would be like my friends and family which are my life source of course), I'm gonna do 9 things I rather like.

How bout that?

1.Sunlight

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vive028 Jan 06, 2011 23:19

Lumina

We're all extensions
of someone or another's
golden light.

In the moment
I was made
stars filled the sky

& some parts
of the bodies
making me

were fleetingly
illuminated-
briefly luminous.

Druids see light
in ( Read more... )

poetry

This Is the time we're upon.

vive028 Dec 08, 2010 19:40

So today during the thick of my finals, I get a text from a friend that says "SAMS grades are up".

For those you who don't remember, SAMS aka "Small Animal Medicine and Surgery" was the class that caused me to fail out of vet school last winter. The reason why I had to appeal to get back in.

This year, despite my intense efforts to not let this class ( Read more... )

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