10 minutes and 26 seconds until we close to all these fools. I would be such a happy girl if I never saw any of these people again. There must be something better out there than this life inside these walls. I know that I can lead that life, and I am desperate to do so. For now I can only come to work and do my job because it is the bed I have made ( Read more... )

I hate this job. I hate these people. I hate all of this. I hate the way they make me feel about myself. I hate being treated like a child. I hate listening to the rants of all these irritating customers. I am so miserable and I can't wait until I am out of here.

Ever been sad and happy at the same time? Well, it really isn't the best feeling in the world. When you allow yourself to smile and laugh, you feel guilty for not feeling sad enough. I try to think about Chris and miss him and wonder what I could have done, but I'm starting to understand there was really nothing I could have done. One thing about ( Read more... )

OK, so I haven't written anything in a long while, but I suppose there is really no time like the present. I'm being urged to return to my journal by Kris and Chris... so here you guys!!
I'm sad today... my friend hanged himself. I don't know why and I don't know if there was anything I could of done to help... I don't think so though.

I'm at work on fucking Saturday and I hate it. I'm am so exhausted right now and to make my day really swell, I had a huge blowout with my bitch of a sister this morning. She's flying back to Japan today at 11 am, I just hope she gets there alright, even tho I'm really pissed at her right now. I've gotta go wash my car this afternoon and I have ( Read more... )

So, I'm still at work and hating it... 2 more hours to go and then math class... yucky. I'm listening to a radio commercial for an new episode of "Queer Eye For The Straight Guy"... I'm very excited, I love that show!I had Mac & Cheese for lucnch and it was too expensive and kinda yucky. I'm going to Orem's Diner tonite... they've got yummy food ( Read more... )

Just wanted to check out my new emoticons... :)

My sister, Aviva, is being very annoying. She's going on all these Med School interviews ~she is the apple of my parents eye~ and she is treating everyone like shit, I'm sick of it, she thinks she can make everyone around her walk on eggshells... well I don't want to do it anymore. She has been doing things like this her whole life, why should ( Read more... )

Good morning, this my very first entry. It's all very exciting. I'm just sitting in drive-up at my bank and I'm bored out my mind! I'm so sleepy and my day isn't even close to over, but the week goes by fast... so I guess it's all good. I don't have anything interesting to say right now... I miss my dog... I'll be back later.

This is my first entry!