Something I've been learning lately- no matter how bad things seem, they can always get worse. I'm having money troubles (like everyone else in the country), but they seemed stupid and insignificant when I had to have my cat put down. So I'm trying really hard not to stress too much about things that don't actually rip my heart out. :D
Yeah, I'm trying to be positive about things, but I think not being able to is part of the funk taking these meds has put me in. I've never really been depressed without it being warranted, but now I am. And I'm having panic attacks every day, and I had to quit some of my classes just because I can't drive to them, or go into class while I'm hyperventilating, since it's loud and embarrassing. haha.
Honestly, I think part of why I feel so bad is because I know things could be worse. Most things are better for me now than they've ever been in my life, but I'm still all blah, and I feel stupid about it on top of things.
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Honestly, I think part of why I feel so bad is because I know things could be worse. Most things are better for me now than they've ever been in my life, but I'm still all blah, and I feel stupid about it on top of things.
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