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FOUR MORE DAYS, and then this medication will be gone, I hope. No more being mopey and paranoid.
IT DOESN'T HELP THAT there is an anxiety filled living situation. ONLY FOR ME, apparently. Everyone else is fine. So whatever. I really want a tattoo. A big painful one. I've been having dreams about tattoos and earthquakes.
I don't know what to say. My life is a big fat :| right now. I feel like I am crazy and every interaction I have with other people is like me forcing my horrible and messed up presence on them. I know it isn't always true, and half of it is mental disorder, or whatever, suggesting it to me. BUT, some people tend to reinforce it. Hilariously, the people I thought would understand where I'm coming from.
But ehhhh. I'm still not self destructive, so yay. :D
IT DOESN'T HELP THAT there is an anxiety filled living situation. ONLY FOR ME, apparently. Everyone else is fine. So whatever. I really want a tattoo. A big painful one. I've been having dreams about tattoos and earthquakes.
I don't know what to say. My life is a big fat :| right now. I feel like I am crazy and every interaction I have with other people is like me forcing my horrible and messed up presence on them. I know it isn't always true, and half of it is mental disorder, or whatever, suggesting it to me. BUT, some people tend to reinforce it. Hilariously, the people I thought would understand where I'm coming from.
But ehhhh. I'm still not self destructive, so yay. :D