everything is so wrong and so right at the same time.

strangely, everything from the last update that was bad has turned out fine, and everything that was good has turned out worse ( Read more... )

so on sunday night one of my teeth started hurting, and by monday it had become seriously painful.  on tuesday it was the same, so i sorted out a dental appointment for thursday evening at 5.  all day at work it was causing serious discomfort, so when i got home i managed to get an appointment for today, and after a pretty much sleepless night i ( Read more... )

god i miss leeds now.  it's 10:41pm on thursday evening, the time i'd usually be playing football, only i'm not.  i really miss that.  i miss people and places there already ( Read more... )

It's really strange when you expect something to affect you a lot more than you thought it would, even though you were always expecting the worst.

I'm lucky to have people around to see me through it.

Two days later and I'm over the loss at Twickenham.  Sort of ( Read more... )

That was not how it was meant to happen.

hmm.  so i went for a walk with my parents this evening and they asked me what i was planning to do as of friday when i'm back home properly.  it felt a bit weird that i already had everything completely planned out, almost to the day.  i'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing.  i suppose it's helpful to know where i'll be and everything ( Read more... )

Bollocking hell.  Everything's going ever so slightly wrong.

Explosions in the Sky cancelled their gig in Manchester tomorrow night.  Fucking devastating.