constantly trying to please/make people happy.

no one's pleasing me.

i'm tired.

Interviews with BU and NYU.  Excited but nervous.

Can I navigate the city on my own?

In other news...I really shouldn't window shop online....its hazzardous to my health...my wallet.

goals for the year:

-be less judgmental.
- enjoy life more.

sounds good.

to get my shit together.

i just want something real. that is, in every way possible.

i know that i have a tendency to be horribly cliche and emotional, sometimes to a painful extent, but all i really want is something simple, something that makes me feel complete, something worthwhile out of life.

take chances, make mistakes, have moments, live life.

oh and maybe have fun ( Read more... )

"How did it get so late so soon? It's night before it's afternoon. December is here before it's June. My goodness how the time has flewn. How did it get so late so soon?"

so suddenly everything changes.  My life isn't falling apart, but it feels that way somewhat.  I need guidance.

the times they are a changing.

i survived today.  the imminent dread i was feeling upon waking up basically caused me to make myself sick and thus I did not go to work.  I  need to stop doing that and just suck things up.  Lessons learned ( Read more... )

being a bad driver always makes me feel like a bad person.

mistakes happen, but they are always so disappointing when I have to call my dad and tell him that I've hit something.  I try so hard to be a good daughter and a good driver.

I just feel like shit.

crying tears over things i may want but can't or necessarily won't have is totally overrated.

hopefully by tomorrow my emotions and i will have called a cease fire and I can work on getting over that fact.

love is for suckers.

just kidding.