i want to travel. i want to do some good in the world. i'm feeling restless. i want to travel somewhere warm -to nicaragua, to mexico, to hawaii, to california, to anywhere, anywhere, anywhere!! i want a job. i just want to work to have money to travel or to move out.

i'm going to fail my exam. i haven't studied a lick for it, and basically remember a couple of things when i should be more than halfway through my study schedule for this course. i have twelve weeks and i've just got the first one down and barely even that ( Read more... )

it is 8:45a and i am finished two of two points for my paper, which i am going to fail. haha -oh man, that was the weakest laugh you cannot know. i was rereading the instructions and i don't know, somehow i feel like there is just so much to look at and it's impossible to do in seven pages but maybe not so impossible that i only have two points. ( Read more... )

i have a blogger account and i tried, i'm trying currently, to use it but there's something about it that i just can't quite get past. we'll see though. livejournal, you'll always kind of have a place dans mon coeur. i live in canada and took nine years of french class -for half an hour each -and i honestly wouldn't be able to tell you if that was ( Read more... )

i want to grow up in a musical house. i wish i hadn't quit piano lessons and desperately wish i was more musically inclined. i put on falsetto voices and grand operatic arias in my kitchen for my own laughs, but man, i really wish i could sing. school starts again and i'm excited. i'm hoping that this summer vacation, the first proper one since i ( Read more... )

oh i missed them. how i missed them and sometimes i don't even realize how much so. today was the best day. it really was and i desperately needed a day like this, to remind me that i have them. as usual, i was running late and rather deal with the wrath of angela, that one incurs when they are late, and which i understand as being something ( Read more... )

i'm a huge wuss and i am friggin tired of it. honest to god, i don't know what on earth conditioned me into becoming this massive wuss. look! it's second nature, involuntary for cryin' out loud because i cannot even suck it up and shoulder the blame for my wussiness. but seriously, i am spent from these emotional breakdowns every few weeks and ( Read more... )

yesterday was spent with towering redwoods and cedars, with douglas firs and a gorgeous landscape. more and more vancouver seems to be winning out against toronto. i love how wherever you are, you can see the mountains in the distance and it's frustrating taking photographs -a rarity for me since unlike most of my friends, i am camera shy and i ( Read more... )

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save for cottage, which most likely won't happen, oh, shoot, no wait, vancouver -but if the hotel is nice enough maybe i can get away with it. but save for these possibilities, i am done showering in flip flops for a year and good thing my toe and right ankle are itching up a storm, protesting whatever poison is coursing through from the mosquito ( Read more... )