4 years. Four years of being away and it pains me to see how Very delusional I was. I cannot think of what I wish I knew now. I could take none of it back but truly I realize the mistakes were not of my making, but my very self. I am the mistake, I know this. I know now Why Innana Chose me rather than I petition to her. I know now Why the men/boys ( Read more... )

haveyou ever looked back at your life and realize how much has changed? not just for the better but the worst as well. I haven't been on LJ in forever and I bet I could jump right back in. but i wont and cant because its not my life anymore. I'm writing this here now bc noone will read it and no one will care. but that's okay bc my daughter cares. ( Read more... )

Does anyone still play or have heard of Neopets?

Hey there! It's Auntie Robin and Mumsy. This is the stupidest site I've ever had the misfortune to view. Just create a webpage dedicated to the wedding, that Robin, Jen and Mumsy can use.

My baby girl is kicking everyday alot and all things in life are good.

sleeep, couch, bed, couch, bved, mom needs to go somewhere, i take her, come home, couch, bed, doctors sometimes, read alot. Glamorous? no. it's not, it's a boring loney existance. i'm sadly clinging to a relationship doomed to fail. and it kills me bc i Need it to work. I guess I could leave him to his first love, drugs, but i'm a jelous selfish ( Read more... )

saturday to tuesday.
i miss him
i wanna go home to Oswego.
Now.

8 1/2 weeks in and the little heart beats at 168 bpm. It's quite strong and rhythmic if you ask muah. little arm buds and leggies and the head is Big. Not a very long baby yet but hey, I'm not a very big person ( Read more... )

so someone sends me this link, hmm, okay...obviously it's important enough to go in an update but only to criticize. yea, real mature. Sorry if I'm not perfect for you but if you found bliss, got her prego's got married blew her up, whatever, yay for you, congrats too, but I wouldn't be like, God what a fucking loser bitch...See, that's what ( Read more... )

What Daemon are you?

You are Fechin, the Little Raven. You are very young and still confused about your place in life, but you are amazingly observant and learn quickly. You have friends in high places. Your soul yearns for a true home and a true love, and the power of your wish guarantees you will find it.
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