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Commisions and Valentines
Commissions: Open ( Read more... ) -
Saturday naps.
all I can say is everyone should have one. -
Hello Me
Hello Me ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Your Threads
The trench coat. Yes the as in the one, its my second skin, has all my fav buttons on it and was signed by dick dale. My choke chain. Have to get a new I belong to tag, feel a bit sad as to not have an owner anymore to put on it. A soft gypsy shirt, and my ripped pants with the peakcock feathers on them. Can't forget my silver shiny shoes and my ( Read more... ) -
got yelled at for blogging on myspace, so I will post this here so I can remember
poem of betrayal
poem Horse wrote forsomeone else, I am the unending night in this I guess. The person who ripped out his heart he says. If I am the one that caused him so much pain, why am I the one that hurts so much and he is this happy in little over a ( Read more... ) -
everything is broken
So Timothy is now dating a vampcat girl. I left him, I should be ok with this. But part of me is not, and wants him to suffer and moan. I taught him well I guess, the evil of my cold heart wore off on him, and the warmth and pain of his wore off on me. We have switched places, now what do I do? -
feeling a little better
Haven't been home much lately, been out adventuring and running around. It is good to be distracted while I pull my life into focus. It is nice to have friends that are not Tim's friends. I am tired of being Tim's wife, I want to be me. Although I do miss being a part of something, half of a whole, but the hurt grows less a little everyday. Or at ( Read more... ) -
Broken
The light that was in me is gone, the darkness is rotting my soul and I can not light the fire to bring the light. Never have been able to light my own fire, and I am trully trying to be independent and find my own way. Trying to find out how I like my eggs. I wish it was as easy as it seems. I have all these thoughts on what to do, and no energy ( Read more... ) -
divorce
The most painful thing I can think of to go through emotionally. Its like cutting out one half of your soul. It will grow back, but damn it feels so broken and hurt while it does, and the growing hurts as well. Its almost enough to make you want to never have fallen in love to start with. Almost, I remember how good it feels to be in love, I ( Read more... ) -
first entry
Ok, starting a new thing, journaling the horribleness that is my life. and trying to be truthful with myself and others. I am a bad speller and have horrible punctuation but if you want to know I hold no secrets from those I love. SO this is my new enterprize, wish me luck.
Danielle
VIolet Neko