im starting over.

i met an amazing boy.
and he's gonna visit me again soon.
5 hour drive.
but i miss him already.

so pretty much.
i watch out for my friends.
and my friend.
THREE YEARS NOW.
is a MANWHORE.
yes a manwhore.
over 20 girls.
its sick.
and i was talking to him.
i asked him if he even knows if these girls dont have some CRAZY STD.
and hes like, you know me.
its like WTF is that.
what if some girl doesnt know she has one.
IT SPREADS.

frikken

less than three days left.

i miiiiiissssss _ _ _ _ and sarah.
and maria.
and jen and citlaly.
i see them alot.
not sarah or _ _ _ _ though.
and that makes me go like this :(

i kinda figured i was being an idiot.

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but on the bright side. i had the BEST fucking day yesterday. i met Davey. i laaaaaaa you davey, cause i know you're reading this. you're the cutest thing ever. and you need to come visit me cause i miss you already.

I'm leaving for San Diego tomoooorrow.
and i dyed my hair.
i l-l-l-love iiitt.
haha.
yeah.
i'm happy.
i get to see an amazing boy tomorrow.

i actually really miss him.

i am in the best mood EVER.
my goodness.
it feels good to be happy and such.
i just need someone to hang out with noooow.

whaaat.
i dont like anyone anymore.
and it feels good.
cause im not so stressed out.
if someone likes me then so be it.
maybe ill like them back.

and today sucked.
but it was good.
cause i deserved to be yelled at.

<3