merry christmas eve.

how could I forget
a waste of cloth
of course, I do remember
on the back deck drunk and awkward
I think we accidently met

another sleepless night, just what i really need before christmas. yes.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces

I just want to sit and stare at you

I don't want to talk about it

And I don't want a conversation

I just want to cry in front of you

I don't want to talk about it

last day of school was the best bc we got to watch napoleon dynamite in english since catie got it for xmas i flippin love that movie. today so much for keepin my hair straight. i had to go on deliveries all around sparta and newton, so basically i got soaked and so did my new jeans. psh. but i saw kevin today! so i caught up with him, i usually ( Read more... )

christmas break if offically in session ;]

but i think i let go of something, i really shouldnt have..but then again how should i know bc all my feelings are messed up right now.

okay art we have this water color project due tomorrow which, well i just started today joy. went into the zone in the next 2 classes. spanish didnt have to have a conversation again. its awesome. lunch boring. english almost got kicked out bc well lately i just dont feel like learning about run-on sentances and grammer shit bc well im just not ( Read more... )

i fucking love billie joe.

so its 12:06 am and i cannot sleep. theres so much on my mind, i dont know what to beleive or feel. i dont even know my own feelings anymore, its like they are all gone. i keep thinking about the past and the stupid things that i have done recently that i shouldnt have. i dont know what to think or say. i miss the old me, the way things used to be ( Read more... )

last night was funnnnn i got to hang with smart, allie, catie, kate, jamie, jon, and steph. i also saw jon, jerry, james (wow all j's hahahaha) and david. yes of course i was reminded of my whole lil james thing over the summer. thanks catie. ahah. then smart tried to light my jacket on fire, what? nice one. haha i didnt relize it at first bc i ( Read more... )

show tonight cant wait. i get to see jon yay! and be with brian, allie, catie, and whoever else yay!!

( whyyyyyy?????? ugh )

ya what an interesting day. deff am annoyed by someone, but only a select few know who.  deff saved my ass in spanish today, i seriously dont know how i got into that class, i dont remember anything. lunch boring. english fuckin' HILARIOUS. and only a select few know about that toooo LMFAO i love english class, always a good time hehe. movie in ( Read more... )