do you ever get thoughts that just poison your mind?
because i do.
ridiculous thoughts.
thoughts that i just wish would go away.
i know they're not true.

...maybe i just have insecurities about myself...

the butterflies are back.

♥

things are different.
it could be for the better.
but i miss what used to be.

the flame is dying.
& i don't know what to do about it.

it seems i try so hard.
but you don't notice.
or maybe you do.
or maybe i try too hard.

i want these back.

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If we leave our friends then we can be together
We can leave this town if only for the weather
I could drive and you could sleep
While the radio collides to the sound of our heartbeats

What do you say we leave for California
If we drive all night we can make it by the morning
And no one has to know if we decide to go
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i have so much to say

...but don't know how to say any of it.

there is too much that stuff needs to get done this week
i'm about to break down from stress.
blahhh!

If you ever want some trouble
But can't afford the alcohol
I'll be here, I'll be here waiting
I'll be here, waiting for you

i feel very unwanted.

i want to sleep away the rest of this year.