i have butterflies, a pounding heart, and nervous teeth chatter. and i love every minute of it.

my trip was good. filled with hazy weather, beautiful scenery, good people, good cd buys, and lots of car time. i wish i could have stayed longer. i need to go back and visit enoch again. and erica needs to come too and emily this time.

i'll say it again, life's interesting, i enjoy it!!

i bailed on my class. i had no book, no paper, no pen. i couldn't go. my teacher emphasized how important it is to bring the book and all that stuff so i decided i couldn't go. now i'm home. it's too late to take a nap, to early to go to the airport, and just plain boring here. i've resorted to putting godspeed on the record player and working on ( Read more... )

as always, i'm tired. this week for sleep has been the worst. i'm thinking since i got up sorta late yesterday that i messed myself up even more. because last night i could not sleep. every time i fell almost asleep i would get an itch or move randomly and wake myself up. i felt like a drug addict. needless to say, i feel pretty miserable this ( Read more... )

this morning i made a whole pot of coffee and when i looked at the pot it was water. i started getting irritated because, in general, our coffee maker sucks, then i realized i was so out of it for some reason i didn't put the actual coffee grounds in it. i'm such a retard sometimes ( Read more... )

i still haven't slept, i have work in 3 hours, but i have chosen not to go. i am calling in sick because i feel like at any moment i am going to throw up. and i know that if i don't get sleep that i will throw up. funny thing is i'm so tired that i can't sleep. it's disgusting actually. i slept in the car on the way home, but apparently that's all ( Read more... )

i've only 3 hours of sleep in my system and a full day of running around, staying out late, and getting up early ahead of me. i want to be excited because i know it will be fun, i just don't have the energy. i need sleep, even in small increments through out the day, and that i know, will not happen. at least i had fun staying up late.

i cannot fathom how one could be vegan but support abortion. if you are claiming to be vegan because you are against animal cruelty, then why support human cruelty? why would one esteem animal life higher then human life? it seems like an oxy-moron to me.
favorite quote last night from a proclaimed vegan: "what's not vegan about M&M's?"....she was ( Read more... )

school was good. just so happens the art history class i am taking is primarily focusing on the type of art i don't really enjoy looking at. i specifically didn't take art 1 because i thought that i wouldn't be as interested in it as this class, but my teacher is just so good that i think i'll enjoy it despite the italian art ( Read more... )

my first 2 classes are today, i'm more excited then i am nervous, but that's just right now. i really need to sleep before i go, but i doubt i'll be able too. i'm sure when i'm trying to find a seat in the class, i'll be nervous. i'm not gonna think about it ( Read more... )