I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive...11/?

Apr 20, 2009 00:58



I felt really stupid for breaking down like this in front of him.
It wasn’t fair.
I was usually so good at hiding my real feelings behind an indifferent mask, but I guess I couldn’t hold them in any longer.

It felt nice, having his arms around me. I guess I was kind of deprived of any form of affection, and he knew how to make people feel better ( Read more... )

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viktoriavampyr April 19 2009, 23:10:53 UTC
have faith in me man, how could I let it end???
it would make me feel guilty, and I wouldn't have much longer to live anyway =(

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viktoriavampyr April 20 2009, 08:28:30 UTC
dude, you said that already...do you love it so much that you feel you need to say it twice on the same entry?

(i don't mind if you do, mind you ;P)

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psychoxdreams April 20 2009, 01:11:14 UTC
WHAT JUST HAPPENED?!?!!!?!?!?!!?!?!?!??!?!!?!?

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viktoriavampyr April 20 2009, 01:54:55 UTC
WHAT DO YOU MEAN, WHAT JUST HAPPENED!?

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viktoriavampyr April 20 2009, 01:58:21 UTC
I'm sorry, this chapter was rubbish, I think they've got frickin man-periods or something, but just tell me what you don't get and i'll explain it the best I can :(

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psychoxdreams April 21 2009, 21:20:06 UTC
lol. i just don't get why they were avoiding eachother and shit after they kissed, you know?

i think they should be more like:
"OMG WE KISSED!!!!!"
"OMG I KNOW!!!11!"
"OMG OMG I LOVE YOU!!!!!"
"ME TOO OMG!!1!!"

:D

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viktoriavampyr April 20 2009, 08:25:52 UTC
you sound sooo disappointed though ;P

look, I need to talk to you on msn asap so go on as soon as you can kay?

XO baby

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fantasylandx3 April 20 2009, 10:50:05 UTC
wow =D I love this story so much!!
It's getting so interesting now. I'm having ideas about what Ryan doesn't like about his body but I'm most probably wrong. xD
Write more soon!! <3

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viktoriavampyr April 21 2009, 02:55:41 UTC
yeee!
What are your ideas?? You mightn't be wrong, you never know....<33333

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fantasylandx3 April 23 2009, 19:02:45 UTC
well I thought maybe he's like cut himself there or he has pokey out ribs. xD

But I have no idea. I'm about to go read the next two chapters, I'm sure I'll love them anyway :D gooooood work!! :) x

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david_aq April 20 2009, 21:08:27 UTC
Oh! i didn't expect the next chapter that fast!
:D
Well, obviusly I LOVE IT! :D:D

I've been smiling all the time reading the chapter, it's LOVELY!! xDD

LOVELYLOVELYLOVELYLOVELYLOVELY. oh, i've just lost my mind xDD

Impacient for tomorrow! :D

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viktoriavampyr April 21 2009, 02:53:31 UTC
WOOHOO!
I'm a very unpredictable person XD

Losing your mind is the best thing that can happen to you...you don't have to worry about real life lol

The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
Bet your bottom dollar that
Tomorrow will come again

I don't even know why I said that O.O

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