The last few days have not been so good. I went over to Jake's house about 1:30 yesterday despite the fact that I wanted to relax at home instead. I didn't feel like being there and couldn't think of anything to say or anything that I wanted to do and so I just tried to go to sleep. Jake got bored and started reading. I suddenly realized that there
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I'm sorry to go all emo in my journal. I actually feel better now. I must have just needed to vent. But thank you for reading and the virtual hugs! *hugs back*
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We should still hang out some time when we both have the time. Talk to you later!
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I hope you feel better and don't worry, things will be fine. Jake seems like he really does care about you and everyone has one of those moments when things aren't exactly in order and you (sanely, or at least consciously) feel like you're going insane...
it goes away eventually. really.
Plus, you have carly, and even if she is away, she still loves you and cares about you and will be there for you. same goes for me (even though i'm invisble, i promise i'll BE THERE) and i think it's safe to say the same for rita as well.
please please please have an AMAZING time in Germany. I'm sooooo happy for you! I'm sure you'll love it and take pictures and post things and whatnot... (plus, i demand either a series of installments or one big 10-page long letter with details...... what?!?! fine!!!! ...i'll settle for a postcard.)
I wish i were there with you guys. I miss you both soooo much.
Here's hopin' to see you soon!
~D
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And thank you so much for being there, even invisibly. I feel really alone sometimes by myself in Chillicothe, but in my better moments, I know you guys are there. I'm always there for you as well.
I love you very much too! Perhaps we can work out a time for one of us to visit the other this summer?
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I'm sure things with you and Jake will work out. I know how much moments like those can hurt and confuse you, and I know how much it sucks. I'm sure it will all be ok, though. You have so many people who care for you so much. =) We love you, Caroline!
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I love, care for, and miss you very much too! I hope I'm supporting you as much as I can from so far away. I think about you all the time.
Things with Jake will work out the way they have to. I'm trying to keep it in perspective and remember that school and my family come first. Thank you so much for caring.
I love you! Maybe I can see you this summer?
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