Things are constantly changing. I miss things, I look forward to things, I love things, I hurt, I excite easily, I am nervous, I am confident, I second guess, I stumble along, I remember fondly, I cringe, I am oblivious, I cry, I laugh, I appreciate. I feel good and bad, but I love it all. Where would I be without you?♥

Lately I have had severe anxiety/loneliness/boredom.... I am working out more, but that definitely is not working... yesterday my head was about to explode so I went for a 3 mile run and when I got back I was more anxious than before... I don't know what's going on... I am just not myself ( Read more... )

I am extremely lonely right now. I hope that things will start looking up.

Here is a picture that nick took in Alaska while he was up there catching 300 lbs of salmon with his brother and step dad. I absolutely love it.


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So I looked on my friends page to catch up on the goings-on, and it was littered with high school surveys.... then I realized that it was actually my fault because it was one of the surveys that I posted that Elyse dug up in some of the archives... so I decided what the hell ( Read more... )

Because I just almost glued my mouth shut... thank god no one was around to see....

my lips are burning...

I had much higher hopes for myself four years ago... and I think it's time to start living up to it...

I AM DRUNK...., I AM BORED...... HMM,.... I AM GOING TO THE GAY PRIDE PARADE ON SUNDAY.... AND I WILL HAVE FUNN..... I LOVE MY LIFE, BUT I WILL HATE IT TOMORROW MORNING... :)

FOURTH OF JULY BBQ AT MY HOUSE!!!!

I know that none of you are really in the area..... but if you are!!! (coughlisamollieandbfscough) please come! it will be fun and you can bring an air mattress! we have a pull out bed! we have an air mattress!!! I want you all to be here! so let me know!!!!

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I felt like I had so much to say, but now I am at a loss. Life is basically the same. I still live in the uneventful and dull crater that is San Jose. If all of my time was not taken up by work and school I think my location would bother me more, but at this point I have very little energy to be bothered ( Read more... )

I just got my last grade ( Read more... )