okay only first week over and i am busy to the point that even i can't believe it ( Read more... )

have some time to kill now before i set off to my friend's house to collect basically everything i own. so right now the apartment is looking very sparse and weird. but it will be filled by the end of tonight. and then the day starts proper on monday with a morning lecture and ending off with a compulsory year 3 talk (as expected... probably ( Read more... )

had the final exam today which was also the last exam of the academic year in loughborough. it was an agonising paper because i spent 6 days studying for it while 99% of my coursemates had already gone home (the woes of taking an odd module). I studied extremely hard for it thanks to additional motivation from a fellow coursemate caught in the same ( Read more... )

pete-and-vicki.gettingmarried.co.uk/About_Us.htm

My sort-of coursemate (because she does Human Biology but we have several overlapping modules) is getting married in 213 days!!! (according to the website), which is slightly less than 2 years after they have met?!! Some people date for ages but don't even make it to the marriage stage.. I would ( Read more... )

i was bored today and decided to read through my handwritten diary which stretches way back from 2004 to 2009 ( Read more... )

doesn't really exist ( Read more... )

 strings come attached ( Read more... )

my sleep is usually dreamless ( Read more... )

i always envied people who are exceptionally talented in a particular field, what we all refer to as flair.

for me, i've dabbled in sports, cookery, crafts; and am currently exploring the depths of the adobe creative suite aka graphic designing (i think that's what it's called??). i have a habit of not touching the depths of anything really (sadly ( Read more... )

so the truth is

i really don't know what i am doing to my life. what i have been doing to myself this summer.

no, i'm not screwing it up majorly or anything of that sort.

i just can't feel that spark inside me, that sense of being alive, living and enjoying every moment...

i stopped experiencing that long ago.

how could i do it alone, without you?

one ( Read more... )