cheese

who the fuck stole my beer?

everybody has become boring

My selfworth has plumetted to its all time low. Not having a job, my own place, or a car has really taken its toll on my life. I find myself walking around picking up objects and setting them down again not thinking. My hobbies no longer interest me. Last night I sat on the couch looking at a blank tv screen scratching my foot, and when I looked at ( Read more... )

Do you think that it is wrong that I like to hear that I am loved?

Filed for bankruptcy today and looked for a job. I have a second interview with Geoffery Beene tomorrow and possibly a manager position which would only be 30 hours a week, good for the bankruptcy I guess. Excellent because I can then afford to insure my car and I will be able to leave this godforsaken town. All my friends are in Wixom and being ( Read more... )

moved back to the parents house due to lack of funds from quitting my job for my now ex-boyfriend. Luckily will now be able to get on top of things and make some actual money. Currently listening to my brothers girlfriend becky ramble on and on about all the people that we know in common, basically you Dennis. So depressed about being a failure at ( Read more... )

So hung over. Got stoned with a bunch of 30 somethings last night and talked about their children, wanted to gouge out own eyes. Won 200 dollars by some strange fluke in a superbowl game. Won 160 dollars the other day at the casino but spent on preventative measures to avoid gouging out eyes; ie lots and lots of liquor. Decided that am going to ( Read more... )

A new month finally. I am going to take salsa lessons, and figure out a way to go to florida cause this shit is emotionally draining. Surveys say that the best way to find happiness is not through a career or love but through attainable goals. So I am just sitting out until I can afford to go back to college ( Read more... )

January sucks. I have decided that of all the months this one blows the most. I have been dating a boy (who's 29 with 2 children from 2 different women) who is emotionally draining. Last weekend he went to jail for 3 days stressing me out with trying to make bail. His hottness is only transcended by his lack of intelligence. I am going through ( Read more... )