nervous, nervous energy.

hahahahahhahaha scrabble

one of the best nights of my life.

this is the first time in my life that i have truly wished to go back in time. i am going to have no money for college, i dont know what the fuck im doing. alot of the scholarship deadlines have passed. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i have a tight feeling in my chest and every once in a while my guts drop to the bottom of my belly.

stupid fat gross

Can it be sin to know? Can it be death? Is that their happy state, the proof of their obedience and their faith? O fair foundation laid whereon to build their ruin!

i had a dream about three nights ago.  i was trying to get somewhere fast, and i figured flying would get me there fast.  would run and leap.  when i was mid air, it felt as if i was swimming, but gravity always seemed to bring me back down after a couple of yards. maybe thats what it feels like on the moon ( Read more... )

ive been watching too much judging amy. discusting.

i have this little feeling inside that the school year will not get any better.

so i had a tremendous day yesterday, just an all around good feelin one. i dont know why, and im not going to guess why, because analyzing feelings makes you project and try to force good feelings in the future ( Read more... )