I want the careful eyeliner, and agonizing over the menu, and the holding hands - the sweat of that - and the running across crowded lanes of traffic, and the "one drink more", and the stories that still feel so new, and the backseat. Oh the backseat.
"Yes, I wear foundation. Yes, I live with a man. Yes, I'm a middle- aged fag. But I know who I am, Val. It took me twenty years to get here. And I'm not gonna let some idiot senator destroy that. Fuck the senator, I don't give a damn what he thinks."