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victorianautumn

Sunday

Feb 15, 2009 21:52

Today has brought further psychosis and obsessions. Last night has too I think. My specialists still havent gotten back to me about that since making my call on Wednesday! Im having a Monday morning appointment with one of them.. I hope that will help.

I've also been feeling the burden of unreasonable things my dad has said to me.. lately or ( Read more... )

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victorianautumn February 15 2009, 23:08:55 UTC

Thanks a lot.

I had no idea what was going on in it, lol. I woke up confused.

schwarzfahrerin February 15 2009, 23:05:39 UTC

Does you dad ever attend your appointments? If your psychologist thinks that he has some strange unconscious fears, maybe it would be beneficial for him.

I hope that if you do decide to go visit Jim's grave, your dad'll be okay with it. I think it'd be a really interesting experience to go and see the site.

victorianautumn February 15 2009, 23:19:45 UTC

Sometimes he does. I think my psych said that he did when it came to me waking up late. I cant really remember exactly what they said, I gotta ask this week, but it was something along the lines of him being very worried and afraid and him acting on it or something. He doesnt like being told how to behave or what to do by them, hes very arrogant and delicate in that sense. Thanks for the advice.. I'll keep it in mind.

I hope I get to go too, my dad should really understand, but its my dad so who knows. He's been talking about maybe going to Paris in the past, I'll take that as a good sign. I think it would be soo fascinating and meaningful for me, its just something I have to do. I was crying last night just thinking about standing in front of his grave, it will be saddnening for me as I adore him. That just adds to the experience though I guess, it will be an interesting and heartfelt experience for me I imagine.

x_tabularasa February 16 2009, 22:36:31 UTC

I always read your posts and I feel bad because I feel like there's so little I can say to help =[ I wish I was more use!
-hug-
xoxo

victorianautumn February 16 2009, 23:34:23 UTC

Um.. I guess my problems can be quite complex and confusing. Showing that you care is really more than enough for me.

Thanks a lot *hugs*