thirty-six : it feels like i never left

[victimofnoone]

Do you know why the right to know about a pedophile in your neighborhood is called Megan's Law? It's because Jesse Timmedequas, after attempted aggravated assault of a 5-year-old in 1979 and six years in prison for assaulting a 7-year-old in 1981? Lured 7-year-old Megan Kanka into his house in 1994, offering to show her a puppy. Then he raped her,

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[rayney_day]

Whoa, whoa, whoa... In all the time you've been here, I don't remember you saying anything about this.

What the hell happened to you?

[victimofnoone]

Yeah. I was trying to be quiet about it, but I realized that I was being selfish. Everyone should be aware of this kind of stuff.

I had some time to think.

[rayney_day]

Just checking we're on the same page, but... You killed one of those guys, right?

This is what that Adam thing was all about?

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[victimofnoone]

Back home? Yeah. I killed more than one.

Yeah. He tried to have sex with me when I was under the influence of a port. People around here insist that that's like kosher or whatever, but where I'm from, that would still be considered rape, if a girl's "under the influence."

Before I scoot off to bed.

[nomoreleftshoe]

Coffee. You, me, in the dining room.

<3

[victimofnoone]

Sure thing. When?

[nomoreleftshoe]

How about tomorrow? Around five?

[victimofnoone]

Five sounds great. I'll just meet you there, okay?

[wichita_kansas]

Nope.

Private.

[victimofnoone]

You can't tell me what I do or don't want. You can tell me you're not even willing to listen to why, but that's about it.

Private.

[wichita_kansas]

I can tell you that you can't have another warden. I'll listen to whatever else you have to say, but we're not going to have that conversation.

Private.

[victimofnoone]

I have nothing else to say to you right now, so.

LOL PRIVATE!

[deusexmechanic]

You're full of shit. Luring someone to you room by propositioning them, then torturing and killing them because of some shit that you know nothing about isn't ever close to being justified, and If I'd done it to you...

...

Who am I kidding, I would never have done that to anyone. Take a lie down on a scalpel, you unspeakable bitch.

lawl Private <3

[victimofnoone]

I can see why you're angry. I guess I didn't really expect you to accept the apology, but I felt like I should offer it anyway.

Private ccc:

[deusexmechanic]

Well, isn't that considerate of you, being able to see why being tortured for no reason might make me angry.

You know what? Save your backhanded freakin' apology. You don't want to be forgiven, and you sure as fuck don't want to make things right, you just want to say some words that you don't have to mean because you "felt you should" and then be able to tell yourself that you can walk away and it'll never happen again, well it doesn't work like that! If you're sorry for this? Then live with the fucking guilt, and if not then don't insult me by expecting me to listen to you trying to make yourself sound like you've still got a soul in there somewhere.

"Almost justified", "should have known better", what-the fuck-ever! Let me tell you something, I killed people for two reasons, because I had no other choice, or because they deserved it and I still didn't get the satisfaction of walking away from it feeling like I was the good guy. So fuck you. Fuck your two faced half apology. And fuck your meaningless rules.

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[victimofnoone]

Your conversational skills really haven't improved much.

I attacked you because I thought it was the right thing to do, because you've killed people too. I know saying it like that makes it sound hypocritical, but it's really not when you consider the situation.. Whatever. Point being, I didn't really kill you because you didn't really die. And if that was torture? You should really look at Amnesty International or something. I mean, what I did was wrong, but let's not act like it was a bigger deal than it was. A few days of pain, maybe a week, and that was it.

[notarrowette]

Hey Hayley. I was afraid you were one of the people who left while I was gone.

She doesn't realize she disappeared for mor than a day or so.

[victimofnoone]

What do you mean?

[notarrowette]

Sorry--I guess I was gone for a few weeks, and while I was gone, a bunch of people disappeared. Someone said up to twenty? And I hadn't seen or heard from you yet, so I worried.

[victimofnoone]

Yeah, I, uh, I guess I was gone for a few days. I didn't even realize it until Ruby said something. Well, I'm here.

[Private]
I was thinking about doing a girls' night. Would you, I don't know, be interested in that?