i got the arcade fire just last night. eerie? its hard because i dont feel so much like we are growing apart as just not growing. like we still have everything we had... but we cant be around one another to feed off eachother and burst into newness.
i totally understand and accept that. i'm not saying i want to rewind to three years ago, but i sure as hell don't. but. this post was more about appreciating things when they happened, then wanting them back. and now is our most difficult time. i'm not dismissing that.
we already kind of talked about this last night so I'm just going to make a shallow comment...
so I think what you were thinking while posting pictures was "lets find the ugliest pictures of Katie and post them" I'm pretty sure that was the process goign on in your mind. Its a good thing everyone knows I'm hot in real life. ;) hahaha.
I love you Vicky. Today while making a long list of things I'm thankful for I put your name on it.
you are a beautiful, wonderful, caring girl in photographs and in real life.. i mean ahheemm... please look at my ONE FUCKING UGLY ASS picture from last december where i am drunk (sadly) and laughing my ass off as i grab jessica's ass. yea. that one was nice. <3
note to vicky: hope that you don't think i HATE you or anything childish like that. if you would like me to be frank which i am pretty good at... i just don't want to get ASSSSS close as before. i.e. calling eachother 30 times a day to rant/gush about sex/boyfriends/shit/feelings. i am just being anti-social at the moment and i dont really know what is going on. AHHGGG.... I dont know what i'm talking about. alright... bye.
those pictures are so high school. not in a condescending way. but just in a holy fuck i just flashed through high school as i scrolled down. saras long hair that i thought was sooo short when she cut it. carley in the shirt we all love her in on my birthday. kelli, oohhhh kelli. montage and the senior lounge!?!? those were good times. it's odd. because i don't miss them, but i still appreciate them. <3
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I think that we all do that sometimes, especially me. Hopefully we can all try to be a little happier, just because we're alive.
This post made me smile. <3<3
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again. and be able to give you
the wooorrrlllddss greatest hug!
and maybe a kiss if you're lucky.
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<3<3
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see you friday?
<3
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so I think what you were thinking while posting pictures was "lets find the ugliest pictures of Katie and post them" I'm pretty sure that was the process goign on in your mind. Its a good thing everyone knows I'm hot in real life. ;) hahaha.
I love you Vicky. Today while making a long list of things I'm thankful for I put your name on it.
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note to vicky: hope that you don't think i HATE you or anything childish like that. if you would like me to be frank which i am pretty good at... i just don't want to get ASSSSS close as before. i.e. calling eachother 30 times a day to rant/gush about sex/boyfriends/shit/feelings. i am just being anti-social at the moment and i dont really know what is going on. AHHGGG.... I dont know what i'm talking about. alright... bye.
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