Brenda says journaling is good for me. Put my thoughts down so i can sort them out. I have so many feelings running through me that im not even sure about anything anymore. I dont know if Im actually as sad as I am or if Im being over dramatic.

Man life is so crazy right now I dont know what to do or think. I feel like im being flipped upside down. Theres just so much going on right now its crazy. My cousin passed yesterday...he took his own life, and I got some scary news from my doctor. I dont want to say it aloud because I dont want to speak anything into exsistence. Im just so baffled ( Read more... )

So...my sisters are fueding. Over nothing no doubt. They always want me to choose sides. Beause one is adopted and the other is not. So not fair right? Besides I love how they always manage to make things about the two of them. i never matter I never count. But guess what the fight started with me, so how come Im no longer a factor? I hate that. ( Read more... )

Ive been having a hard time lately I swear..

I GOT AN APARTMENT YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYy I move in on December 14th YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYY!!!

Well my loan fell through. My classes start next week , guess Im just out of school for a whole quarter. The only other option is to go to MCC in the winter and I refuse to stay here that long. Im back and square one and I dont know what to do. Damn.

I have an interview tomorrow at Walgreens "YAY ME" I seriously hope I get it cause I hate Meijer with a passion. I think Im going to make friday my last day regardless of whether I get the job or not. That way I at least get a check on my birthday. I really hope my loan goes through too so I can go to school. I cant not go to school for a whole ( Read more... )

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Man Im seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyy about to quit my job, Meijers SUCKS MAJOR BALLZ!! Theres a job fair coming up, DO NOT LET THEN FOOL YOU! They work you like SLAVES!! SLAVES I TELL YOU! And the customers AND the bosses AND the employees (some not all of them) ARE ASSHOLES!!! My birthdayz coming up so save up your pennies children!! IM HAVING A HOTEL ( Read more... )

Everybody in this fuckin house is driving me crazy. Not just in this house but everywhere I go. I swear to God I gotta get away from here, Muskegon is the fuckin Bermuda triangle and my punk ass is stuck right in the middle. Im so tired of this shit. Why cant things go right? I have absolutely NO money for school, Baker took my financial aid and ( Read more... )