i've seen the last soldier i can see, die. I have seen the last of whatever it is i can handle ( Read more... )

I was talking to my brother the other day. I told him how proud I was that I hadn't looked up Jena. I mean... that's impressive for me. I think that's why it's been so hard on me. I have tried to just keep walking forward and every time I do... It doesn't feel right ( Read more... )

you look beautiful.

i can't do this anymore. i seriously can't.

I quit. pretend i am the finish line. the final leap, the light at the end of the tunnel. it's over. I quit.

i am no longer even in the game.

so, today we are supposed to do all the shit we need to get done. so, i brought my bullet proof jacket into the showers today to wash it. it was so nasty. so much dirt, dust and sweat came off that beast. yes, it's a beast ( Read more... )

"there's a reason why people don't stay who they are... sometimes love just ain't enough."

ice skating. snowball fights. making snowman and snow angles. shoplifting (if you're down with that its easier in big coats). pretending you are staying at hotels so you can go in and use their hot tubs and pools. sleding. catching snowflakes on your tounge. visiting your big fat pregnant friend. attending basketball games. reasons to party: ( Read more... )

lol. has to be. lol.

"i dont really matter to anyone anymore"

it's so sad.

i thought my life was bad. poor pluto isn't even a planet anymore.