i quit livejournal. i have a new blog, take note:

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argh. what a frustrating, sad weekend. i feel like nothing is right anymore. nothing is fun. maybe this week will be better, i dont know. but i hate feeling like this. i told zach i wanted to go back on prozac, and he doubted that i need to. its because i'm so good at hiding it. no one knows how terrible things get for me because i don't ( Read more... )

ok, so i need to go back on prozac. or fluoxetine. or whatever makes me not feel like this anymore. its been about 3 weeks since it started, and it feels like a genuine depressive episode. thinking rationally about it, i have the symptoms: feelings of worthlessness and despair, insomnia, unexplained aches and pains, irritability, always tired, ( Read more... )

i quit. i'm done. goodbye.

ugh. so i'm at the loree computer lab. its 9. i got up at 7. went to the computer lab, saw emily. went to brower, saw no one. at the other computer lab, i saw fred ( Read more... )

models are human clotheshangers. why do i want to have the body of one so bad?

class early, then meeting, then bentley retrieval. then homework. yay.

i totally love my life. awesome.

WHAT THE FUCK ( Read more... )

Dear Terrifying Skinhead Dude at Clyde's ( Read more... )

i feel the pressure this semester more so than i have ever before in school. there are so many people counting on me for so many things, and that makes me nervous. it makes me want to run away to europe and hide out for a few years until everyone forgets that i skipped out on them ( Read more... )

time to go meet with the president of the university and all the professors i have big girl crushes on. yay.