Tell me there's a logic out there
Leading me to better prepare
For the day that something really special might come
Tell me there's some hope for me
-weezer

i won't hesitate
  no more, no more
     it cannot wait, i'm sure
there's no need to complicate
        our time is short
    it cannot wait
                    -jason mraz

I ( Read more... )

It won't be hard to start again
So go on, if this will make you happier
It got you this far, do what you have to
(Well you knew this would come)            -guster

I haven't ( Read more... )

            It's a bit scary exactly how good Jojoe is.  Not scary as in a Bad Seed-secretly-evil-child, scary as in, there is absolutely no way we deserve such a genuinely sweet kid.  Ever since he was a baby it's been like this, for a short time I thought the nightmare was going to become ( Read more... )

If i could take you away
Pretend i was queen
what would you say
Would you think i'm unreal
Cause everybody's got their way I should feel     -rachael yamagata

"See you at the Pole" was today, that went pretty good.  A ( Read more... )

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Because everybody's changing
And I don't feel right                  -keane

I'm making some new friends this year, out of old aquantainces.  Cross country girls,  mostly.  Jennie have become really tight through the years of track and cross country and the infamous AP classes ( Read more... )

So what do you say?
You can't give me the dreams that are mine anyway
You're half the world away

I'm tired.  Once again.  Tired of friends changing, and everythting else always staying the same.  Why does change always have to occur where things are good, in the areas where I am satisfied.  And those other things, will they ever change?  Is there ( Read more... )

I've been a little busy this summer.

July 10-15 I drove to Florida with friends from youthgroup to a conference called Student Leadership University.  For various reasons we ended up being able to go to Orlandowhich included staying at a nice hotel with meals there and trips to ( Read more... )

"and i wasn't all the things i tried to make believe i was
and i wouldn't be the one to kneel before the dreams i wanted
and all the talk and all the lies were all the empty things disguised as me"
-Googoo Dolls

Things are weird. I'm too far from God right now...I haven't ( Read more... )

So I've been cramming like mad ( Read more... )

Ah!  I can't believe we did another stupid 9:45 at practice ( Read more... )