I know that my workplace is awful and well, I've moaned a lot about it and somedays I think that maybe it's me who's just unhappy and it's all because of me... not anything done to me by anybody... well then, it's not me!

I've applied for a few internal job tenders for the passing year or so and have been rejected over and over again. Nobody denies ( Read more... )

I'm thinking this will probably bore all the non-mommy's to death... but heck, 's'on my mind so I gotta spill.

Potty training has been the main issue on our menu lately... Gal's 2.5 years exactly today and all around her the potties are bein' pissed at *g* and that other thing... but well, it's not like I'm one to succumb to peer pressure but the ( Read more... )

So now... me's gonna be... 36 tomorrow... can't believe it.... I don't feel 36 that's for sure... bday's make me sad... make me wonder about friends, people I ain't in contact with... make me want to have more friends... bah, what a horrid depressing person I can be, eh?

am listening to radio from last.fm - I'm quite liking this - I hope I can get ( Read more... )

heh, knew it wouldn't last... my feelings of 'hey, work's not so bad lately...'. First it was my friend's possible job offer... it really stirred me up... got me thinking again... then I came back to work after bein' away on a 3 day exam leave and well, my main feeling is that I have no control over things. I can't decide re anything cause I'm so ( Read more... )

It's true that it never rains but it pours and that Merphy's law is no myth, and you can probably never ever reach a certain balance in your life because the moment you feel like things have finally calmed down and you are happy and content and settled... BAM... something happens to change that...

It's not even a bad thing, but it's bugging me ( Read more... )

Deviantart is pissing me off... !!! they have a technical issue where some of the files are 'not found'... so I contacted them but all they could tell me that this is a known issue and they're working on it... that was a week ago - the problem started almost two weeks ago... and still no fix in sight... another message to them and I keep getting ( Read more... )

Errr, I dunno when I last updated, and well, it's just that so much time has passed. I've been stuck studying for exams which are still not over. I had one big exam yesterday and I feel like I can't do it anymore... I want to be free... it's like bein' tied down... I don't get to spend enough time with daughter or hubby... and well, it's just ( Read more... )

I need to share.

When I was pregnant I made some good friends with girls from an Israeli pregnancy forum. Of course after a while some friendships solidified and some went down the drain. Today I went to visit one of those friends. Her son is two months older than Gal. I'd not been to her place for quite a while... and we used to meet much more ( Read more... )

So, to prove I'm working in one of the most corrupt places in Israel, here they're at iy again...

My boss, the head of the PC support team was given a position for which I applied for as well, despite the fact that I had inside info that they made sure my boss fit the job criteria because they wanted to move him from the position of manager of the ( Read more... )

This is actually a texture update, but it's upsetting that I can get 26 comments on a resource post, and only 1 comment for my thoughts and feelings... not to mention thousands of my resources downloaded... so I figure... you use me, i use you.... (yea right... most likely if people pop by, they just grab d'resources... like I really don't know....
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