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I got accepted to Univeristy of Miami. now the question is ... how reputable of a school is it? what is it good for, known for? anyone have anything they can tell me? ive been reading on princeton review and etc and from what i gather is a school that is focused more on the study of law than on the application of the skills to real life (as ( Read more... )

RIP Rahula Today. you will be missed, and your revolutionary ideas, your music, and your spirit will live on in those whose lives youve touched. i hope you have finally found peace.

3 years, one friend each year.

I remember you Alex, John, and now Rahula. my mistake. 4. RIP Andrew

it bugged me out. thoroughly.

i spoke to a mutual friend who just so happened to have had a thing with my dirty italian about a year and a half ago. im back to being angry and confused and so annoyed at myself i cant even describe it ( Read more... )

Ready for Love

I am ready for love ( Read more... )

my new years was diastrous ( Read more... )

wednesday was a trip and a half. i havent updated coz ive been busy as hell. wed - i have some friends over for a little dinner party. ive had this recipe in my head that ive been wanting to try ever since i saw it. scallop and chorizo pasta. yum. my dirty italian, since we share the same group of friends, also came through. i didnt ( Read more... )

what can i say? logically, it doesn't make sense. emotionally, i feel that intensity, the butterflies in my stomach that i hate and love simultaneously. its the onset something that could bruise my tattered and worn heart. oh, i was doing so well. i was on such a high tide of pride in myself for doing what the old me could never find the strength ( Read more... )

the scar tissue is invisible to the naked eye. to a trained eye, however, to one that seeks to know me, the wound is still there. healed over haphazardly. the scar that took so long to grow over it, to heal and regenerate a semblence of what it used to be. here you come along, pick at it like a scab that it no longer is, and picking so ( Read more... )

im not sure what spurred me to make a change. but somewhere in the past year or so, ive thought about it. i began to desire it. and strive for it. its been a process. but one that ive been actively thinking about. changing these things about myself that i didnt like. that i wasnt even sure when these dispicable characteristics even first surfaced ( Read more... )