Because I know there are lurkers

[vellanya]

This time around dealing with a newborn is much easier. I don't have the postpartum depression that I did with Arianna. Savannah I think is a much more laid back child. I hope at least one of them is laid back. Arianna is definitly a handful. Hopefully that will stop soon

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[disney_diva]

Yeah, I locked up the posts I did as you b/c I didn't know who you wanted to see them. As it's your journal, feel free to unlock them if you want. :)

[vellanya]

It's all good. I thought about telling you to unlock some of them, but then figured I could always undo them later. :)

[hopeyheartbear]

dunno what'z going on but am glad you're at peace with your decisions and that i'm still on your friends list.

seriously. you sound like you are in such a good place steph. i really am amazed at how well you're doing. i can't imaging having two little ones so close in age and handling working and all that. you're amazing to me.

SMOOCH

[vellanya]

Sometimes in the wakeful nights my mind wandered to what would have happened to me and my life if some choices hadn't been made and I hadn't moved out here to MD. Or hadn't met Scott and moved elsewhere or back to Monterey.

[disney_diva]

Perish the thought! It's not allowed! If you continue to have these thoughts, I'll tell your mommy and she'll tell you to stop having them! :)

[vellanya]

Not that it is what I am wishing for, I was just curious.

For instance, if Gray and I hadn't broken up there is a possibility that I would have been living in New Orleans during Katrina. Definitly wouldn't have wanted that.

I like my life and wouldn't trade it for the world, especially not my girls. :) And my husband can be awesome every now and then. :)

[anonymous]

Good to see you posting :>

*hugs*

And much well wishing from us on raising both of your munchkins of course. :> They're so cute!

[vellanya]

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