Always The Same

[velja]

Seriously, why is it that every time I have a day off and have made all these plans in my head for what to do on that day, that something comes up to distract me, throw me completely, f*ck with my mind, and I turn into an emotional wreck unable to concentrate on anything?
Why do I let these things get me off my path?

Today I had planned to do this:

Comments

[sunshine304]

I'm so sorry to hear that you didn't pass the exams. *hugs* Aren't there any other universities etc that offer similar courses of studies? Or possibilities for further education so that you can still change your job to an office job?

It's always sad to lose a family member, I should know, but as you said at least for your grandmother it ended a long period of suffering. When my uncle died suddenly from a heart attack it was also very very sad for us all - but he had advanced lung cancer and although the treatment was due to begin we knew that he would have months of suffering before him that ultimately wouldn't be able to heal him anyway. It was better for him like this, too, sas as it may have been.

Everything's a bit unfortunate for you at the moment, but just think of your upcoming holiday in England and that you'll surely have a good time there.